Back to the Beginning we go…
After receiving the Great Keys to the woods, I swiftly got to work. Now, it was time to find out what was here. Why were there keys to these woods to hand over? Why were so many drawn to this place? I knew I would be given the answers if I just stood still and listened. And I had trained for this. I had listened my way through all of my trainings. I knew how to go Deep. And I knew Deep was the only direction here. And So it began.
My jaunts into the woods continued, but this time, I was being led. It felt like I was being drawn through the woods, magnetically pulled from place to place. One moment, it was a rock that was illuminated in the soil beneath my feet. I intuited that I should stand on it, and all of a sudden, I felt a pillar rise beneath me, lifting me high in the air. Maybe I was in Atlantis or perhaps Ancient Egypt. Both were clearly present here, so accessible simply by tuning in. I was being taught day after day how EVERYTHING in these woods was magical. I am at heart an explorer. And this was fun!! I skipped and I sang and I chanted and I listened. These woods were enlivening me in ways I never could have forecast! I was lit up! Months had passed. I was ready for more!
The Portal of Wisdom came in first. I could feel its proximity as I stood tall in Divine connection on the stone bench. I was looking to ascend into it. Wondering how to get a foothold. The Portal of Time and Space came next, followed by the Portal of All. These were deep access points…but where would they lead? I had to find out, and I knew of only one person I could invite to accompany me on such a journey. We made a date. She was as excited as I was! We decided to go sit on the stone bench together to see what happened. We immediately met Thoth with his deep voice and vast presence. He was the Gatekeeper of the Portal of Wisdom! We asked for entry, and he granted us permission. In we went. It was a wild ride. There are a few words for what we experienced there. For a while I lived in two worlds, and it was difficult to find a way to bridge the two. Life felt quite surreal.
Then, Thoth began to show up in my world, not just as the Gatekeeper, but to teach me his deep wisdom. He is a funny guy and would make himself known to me in very quirky ways, often speaking in old English, and cracking a joke or two. At times he would teach me, share his Wisdom. At other times, he would descend into my body so that I could learn by seeing through his eyes. Thoth was just the first. Many goddesses, Masters, and light beings followed. Jesus, Isis, Sekhmet, Mary Magdalene, Tara and Buddha to name a few. Wisdom speakers from every tradition arrived one at a time. I took notes, volumes and volumes of notes.
Memories of past lives in Egypt and Atlantis began to float to the surface so I could access them again. Past wisdom floated up into conscious awareness. I began to re-member Ancient ways of wisdom and receive tools to share them with others. I was even shown slow, gentle movement sequences that would grant me access to other dimensions, other lifetimes, and vast stores of ancient knowing. It was a form of energetic movement that I had never studied, and yet it came so easily. Incredible!
Every day, I would head off into the woods to learn more, receive what was being offered, go to Mystery School! My teachers were the Masters, the goddesses, the gods. We held Ceremonies, and I received Initiations and Activations, taken down to the bones and rebirthed, over and over again. It was a time of deep, deep healing and reinvention. A time of retrieving, gathering, re-learning, re-membering.
I had no way of knowing where any of this would lead, but still I took notes diligently, filling up journal after journal, note after note on my phone, keeping track of the re-membrances and all of the tools I was being given. Miraculously, all of the resources I needed to understand what I was re-discovering seemed to find their way into my awareness right when I needed them, as only the Divine can make happen!
Then, things settled for a while as I assimilated what I had learned and waited for Mary Magdalene to arrive front and center. Enter Mary Magdalene! AND She was not messing around! She came in, took my hand, and walked me right into my own heart center, showing me as we went that these portals have an internal aspect to them as well. (Think “As Above, so below. As within, so without”–Hermes Trismegistus, aka Thoth!)
They are PORTALS OF THE HEART!
They lead us into the deep recesses of our own hearts, the long windy corridors that are dim and damp. The cobwebby places. The unexplored. The places we have not visited in this lifetime. Because THIS IS THE NEW ASK! We must open our hearts wide, tear down the walls and divisions we find there, and clear out the debris that rests within. Carry lanterns into the deep recesses to undarken these unexplored spaces, demystifying what it is we hold there. To help us wake up, not only to who we are, and why we are here – – but to also grant us the wisdom of our past lives in the process. To allow us the accumulation of this vast mass of knowledge, of knowingness, of re-membering ourselves, in all of our different wisdom incarnations! A beautifully humbling and empowering process.
But not only this… as if this isn’t enough… But also to open wide our heart centers in every direction, to create so much openness, so much spaciousness in our heart centers, that we can begin to flow from them. Live from them. To become completely heart-centered in our words, our actions, even in our thoughts… All so that we can live holding ourselves and everyone else with Compassion, knowing that being human is hard. It has always been hard. It is why we are here. It is especially why we are here right now, at this great time of Change, Evolution, when the structures that have long created the lenses we have been looking through are being smashed to pieces, taken down, seen for what they truly are–systems that keep us small–thinking small, living small, even dreaming small! What we believe is possible is such an infinitesimal version of what is actually possible.
So, these Wisdom Portals are a great gift! They are an invitation to come home to ourselves, to once again know our hearts and open them so wide that we are able to dwell there. We can come to be “Stillness in Action” – to take the stillness, that state of pure connection with Spirit, the stillness we feel in deep states of meditation – – to take this, and put it into action in our everyday lives, everywhere we can. SO WE CAN BE STILLNESS AND WE CAN ACT FROM THAT PLACE OF STILLNESS.
And since “Now is the Time,” These Wisdom Portals are Accelerators. They allow us to get there much faster than we have ever been able to before. And that is because we need to come awake and come awake quickly! I’ve been working for quite some time to help those who are ready to Awaken to do just that. THIS IS NEXT LEVEL – – like seriously next level! We not only need to come awake – – but we need to fully Awaken, Orient to this new way of being in this world, and bring that all into HEART-CENTERED ACTION…Now!
And Mary Magdalene is here to hold your hand just as she held mine not long ago, and walk you right into your own heart center. When you enter into the Wisdom Portals in this way, you will begin to restore the true flow, the tremendous flow that taking down ALL of the divisions of the heart allows so that you can be a TRANSMISSION of PURE LOVE walking through this world. I cannot think of a greater gift to bring.
As I write this, my excitement grows, beckoning those of you who have been waiting for this invitation, waiting for this exact time to arrive so you can recover your own Ancient Wisdom, unseal the ancient passageways of your heart and feel your true Frequency for the first time in this lifetime. remember who you truly are so you can live from a place of true EMPOWERMENT and LOVE.